2ndclepunkbuddha

Slowly but surely the movie is coming to fruition after a variety of set backs.  Everyone involved is working hard as their schedules and finances permit.  I knew that the director would one day call out of the blue and say "today's the day" and I would be off to the studio.  Fortunately I am in a position where my schedule will be fairly flexible and free for the next few weeks until I go back to work, so this is not a problem.  And since I am free like the bird, I will help in the causes around me and not make excuses for not doing said things.  I got notice from the director that the big day was coming to include me all of a sudden tomorrow.  However, I did not check my email until about 2 in the morning.  Oh no, tomorrow?!  Timing and scheduling was not a problem, I was free and able to be with them as long as possible with whatever needed to be done and I was willing.  It just so happened I had a problem with my presentation. When I ar...

My esteemed colleague E contacted me through Facebook recently with a proposition.  We had met last year on the MegaBus on the way to Chicago for Durandemonium 2013.  After recently moving to my city, she asked if I wanted an extra ticket to Blossom to see the Vans Warped Tour.  I laughed for a moment when this was put before me.  For those of you who are not familiar, the Vans Warped Tour is a touring music festival that has been going across America, primarily featuring punk rock music on a variety of stages rather than just one, sponsored, of course, by the shoe manufacturer Vans, which appeals to skateboarders.  This year is the nineteenth anniversary of said festival, and I had never been to it before due to schedule conflicts, one thing or another, and, quite honestly, I was never into skating.  Also, at some point, one realizes that they are a bit too old to do certain things; and, skateboarding is one of those things that one gets too old to do quic...

I read a wonderful quote from Kurt Cobain not too long ago.  It really has nothing to do with who said it, but it was one of those moments when it just makes sense to you all of a sudden : "Thank you for the tragedy, I needed it for my art."  Much of art, whatever medium you choose, is really motivated by tragedy.  Songs are written about broken hearts, paintings and drawings are created depicting innermost feelings and thoughts, and a variety of writings are dedicated to such illustrations.  There is a lot of meaning in that little symbol of the yinyang, which is like those two classic masks depicting happiness and sadness as it applies to theater arts.  Just as much is motivated by joy and happiness, to be sure, but most there is more to be found in the darker sides of life.  Recently, I have become a tagalong for one new venue in which to display one's art, and it's usually a tragic one : comedy. I have seen many people who think that they ar...

The movie has yet to come to fruition in which I will be posing naked within.  Making movies is not cheap and finances are tight, plus the director's car was broken into and much of the footage already shot not containing me was stolen.  Fortunately for him the majority of his students have saved the information in bits and pieces, but it all has to be spliced together.  Until further notice, my participation in the movie has been put on the back burner.  With that being said, there happened to be a few opportunities since then that have appeared since that have pushed me into the foreground of being naked for the sake of art.  Deciding it would be best to ease oneself into the process rather than jump into the icy pond full force, I accepted the offers.  I was even paid $20 for my time.  Appropriately enough, the first time it happened was in a house which was in a state of disrepair in a sketchy neighborhood, but I was not a situation where I was b...

I had read in a David Sedaris story years ago, appropriately enough called "Naked" in a collection of short stories by the same name, that it is disconcerting to be talking to someone on the phone knowing they are naked.  Circumstance sometimes interferes with things, as he referenced when they say "You caught me on the way to / as I was just getting out of the shower".  In this instance, he was talking to a man at a reservations desk at a clothing optional resort in which he was about to make his reservation for a stay there.  Of this I have no immediate plans to do so; but, as I have been looking at the proverbial Bucket List (although I hate that term for a goal list) as of late since I am staring at age 40 on the horizon, I began to think of nudity and situations in which I have been. My experiences with nudity have been few and far between, most certainly, outside of the ordinary situation.  Though I have a few friends who enjoy going to pagan nudie ...

After six years, I have at last come to the end of my time at Cleveland State University (or CSU as it's known), and I will have that degree coming in the mail soon.  It's been a long road, no question, full of many twists and turns.  I changed my mind a few times about the direction I wanted to go in, I questioned the universe, I had many doubts and insecurities, and I even considered quitting at some point or another.  But no, like everything else, we push on.  It's been a rough road, and yet it was one of the most rewarding things I have ever done. I had many doubts when I started down this path in 2008.  I was 34 years old, I was too old to go back to university life as a full time student, I thought.  But no, I realized that I was given a message.  The old career had bottomed out completely as it was populated by losers who didn't bother to learn their jobs and business and industry (what there is left of it now) had become a hostage crisis....

Today marks the 20th anniversary of the day that Kurt Cobain shot himself in the greenhouse of his Seattle home.  My, much has happened since then.  I was a snot nosed 90s hipster at the tender age of 19 when he died, I thought I knew everything.  Part of that came from being in college radio and thinking I was much cooler than everyone else because I knew about some obscure band or other when no one else did.  The me today laughs at that, but like everything else you didn't know until later how wrong you are.  It's hard to imagine that world anymore.  This was the dawn of the Internet and yet we barely touched it.  There was no social media, no text messaging, cell phones were the size of walkie talkies and were only found in cars or among the elite.  Everything just kind of went silent that day, no one was around.  This was, of course, my moment in youth culture as this was my era, The Grunge Years.  Bar...